We didn't have to pick a house.
the house picked itself by the location.
and no. It isn’t the one on the water.
We were a little sad to let that private beach access go, but we wanted space to garden, and goodness, I wanted to pick those apples and go on a apple pie diet.
After my fast of course. :)
Here’s a preview. Pictures are from the realtor.
My brother and lovely sister-in-law are helping me move next weekend while Tyler is in Texas. Of course....we have no furniture to move in. :) But I haven't been able to drive the past five months with the numbness and eyesight, so the drivers and company is calming my nerves.
not so much for moving...
Two days until my forty day fast starts. I
'll be posting daily because I think I'm going to need community to vent and share in. So, sorry for the venting, and thank you for listening, loves.
A few days prior to fasting isn't filled with eating up all your favorite goodies like you would think- that was this entire week prior. Sincerely, not my best holistic life coach diet days. But now I'm trading in the guilty pleasures for salads and raw veggies. It provides a gentle transition- but there is nothing gentle about moving into an expanded space of emptiness with no hot comfort zone for dinner.
someone asked me what was the point?
and really, the only answer I had was to feel something.
Pain doesn't scare me. Numbness extending further than skin deep does.
today, I'm doubting.
and somehow that makes me optimistic.